People change

I just want to travel back in time and say all the things I didn't say.But now is too late, the days where you listen and support me already passed :/ I can´t change who I am and I am not asking you to change but I wont deny that I wish you, where still you, and I was still mean something to you.

People change.
Things go away.
You walk away.

Ini bukan cobaan tapi betol-betol

Hari ni ana bangun untuk ke exam pada pkul 8am..wahh..awalnye ye anak cik Sanusi ni bangun kali ni..dah gila ke ape aku ni..exam start kul 8.30 la..ambik ko, ana bangun punye la lambat nak siap2 lagi..adoi..pening2..terpaksa bukak bagasi yang dah siap kemas semata2 cari baju nak pakai..arghhh..shawl ana ni mane plak dah menghilang ni..haa..jumpa pon..lega rasa..bila tengok je jam rupanye dah pkul 8.10..kelan kabut aku mandi n siap2..terpaksa rushing g exam..sampai sana dengan muka macam orang tak bersalah pas2 jawab je la soalan 2 ..mengelamun punye pasal sampai xsedar masa dah nk abis..15mint je tinggal..lagi 1 msalah bila I have not enough time to answer the whole question..damn!!!!..dengan muka tak bersalah kuar dewan exam & nak sedapkan hati aku sendri ckp"ala tak yah nak kepoh sangat biasa2 sudah" padahal muka dah merah padam..

#moral of this story..jangan nak berkeladak time exam..huhu

A Silent Tear

Silent words across a screen.
How could they mean so much to me.
I promised myself I would not cry.
Then a silent tear falls from my eye.

What did I do, what did I say,
To make you change your mind, the day you went away.
Everyday, waiting for a sign

To let me know, you might still want to be mind.

And other day comes and goes,
I want to write, but I can’t, I know.
You said you needed me more than I needed you,
Why would you say that, if you knew it wasn’t true?

Why did you say you loved me?

Then turn around and set me free?
I love you and want you,
But I know I can’t make you love me.